Hello Readers Long time no hear, sorry I haven't been online recently but I have been trying to deal with mental health issues and also my health has deteriorated. Gary is around me more and it is more prominent with his visits. During the day I am living in the now which is sort of a living walking nightmare but I am continuing this journey. I have my actual exit date and I know how I will go home My brother is now up here since moving from the dreaded homeless hostel he was in. A new job for him and a fresh start. Since he has been up here he has become more spiritual himself and he smells spirit and feels them. My dad has been visiting so has our two grandfathers one smoked old hoborn tobacco and the other smoked a cherry tobacco using his pipe. Since the last time I was on here I have received a number of spiritual gifts and signs. One is seeing Gary in different forms E.g his face appears in my bathroom mat or in the mirror, the fir trees in a neighbour's garden he appe...
Good Morning/afternoon where ever you are. In the World reading this. I hady first OBE in months and it Was incredible and i feel elated today. Just over a week to go and i get a happy surprise from Gary. early this Morning for an hour i had my first OBE in ages and it Was wonderful. I was in my kitchen with Gary he was putting tetley teabags in the teabag container, we Were talking about him being my sexy Santa this Christmas morning physically as he can be. He was in his blue Calvin Klein boxers no t shirt. We Were hugging close and i had my feet on top of his feet, while we danced. There was no music on just him humming something i haven't heard of before. So beautiful made me cry when i woke up. He has been around a lot all i can smell is Stinky feet lol. Makes me laugh. I have been very mentally ill the last time i blogged, I am under professional help and also have been self harming. So my exit date is coming closer and i...