continuing relationship with my deceased husband Gary

Good Morning/afternoon where ever you are. In the World reading this.  I hady first OBE in months and it Was incredible and i feel elated today.  Just over a week to go and i get a happy surprise from Gary.  early this Morning for an hour i had my first OBE in ages and it Was wonderful.  I was in my kitchen with Gary he was putting tetley teabags in the teabag container, we Were talking about him being my sexy Santa this Christmas morning physically as he can be. He was in his blue Calvin Klein boxers no t shirt. We Were hugging close and i had my feet on top of his feet, while we danced. There was no music on just him humming something i haven't heard of before.  So beautiful made me cry when i woke up.  He has been around a lot all i can smell is Stinky feet lol.  Makes me laugh.  I have been very mentally ill the last time i blogged,  I am under professional help and also have been self harming.  So my exit date is coming closer and i...

Morning! She is here 😊 Sat beside me during my meditation. Then your whole family appeared with Gary. They thanked me for being your friend and bringing communications from them to you. Then little Debra stood up and took my hand to join them all. Gary walked beside me as the others gathered round. Someone (I think Ellie) told me that they had decided to christen me Auntie Christy. So I am now an honorary member of your family. I believe they were taking me somewhere for a picnic lunch. Then just before my meditation ended, I smelled a fart and all of your kids reacted with various moans and laughter, and “Dad!!!” I looked at him and he said, I just do that for the living. Hehehe, over here there is nothing wrong with my digestion. I had had a flash of a thought about that before he said that. Amazing how he can pick up my thoughts.  And then they faded from view. This meditation was mostly on a conscious level. I hadn’t gone into that subconscious level or AT but I was very calm....