my first OBE in ages

Good Morning/afternoon where ever you are. In the World reading this.

I hady first OBE in months and it Was incredible and i feel elated today.

Just over a week to go and i get a happy surprise from Gary.

early this Morning for an hour i had my first OBE in ages and it Was wonderful.

I was in my kitchen with Gary he was putting tetley teabags in the teabag container, we Were talking about him being my sexy Santa this Christmas morning physically as he can be. He was in his blue Calvin Klein boxers no t shirt. We Were hugging close and i had my feet on top of his feet, while we danced. There was no music on just him humming something i haven't heard of before.

So beautiful made me cry when i woke up.

He has been around a lot all i can smell is Stinky feet lol.

Makes me laugh.

I have been very mentally ill the last time i blogged,

I am under professional help and also have been self harming.

So my exit date is coming closer and i am spending time in the now with what family i have.

I try to avoid social media as much as possible.

There are things for me to do.

I have been poetry writing and have enough for me to write a book.

My Christmas wish sexy Gary. Dressed as Santa.

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