continuing relationship with my deceased husband Gary

THE BLOG POST: MISSION "MEATBALL MANIA" Title:  The Ginger Pavarotti, A Minty Cheek, and Meatball Cricket. Good morning my readers I had to tell you this it was the most funniest visit ever. Date 15.4.2026. "Who says you have to act your age when you’re in love across the dimensions?" This morning started with a "Specialist" ambush. I drifted home-side and decided to surprise Gary in the shower. I opened the cubicle door and shouted "SURPRISE!"—and I swear, I nearly sent the poor nutter through the bathroom wall! He was in the middle of a full-blown "Figaro" opera performance (the Ginger Pavarotti strikes again!), but he didn't miss a beat. He pulled me straight into the water, stripped my gear off, and we had a proper, slippery, laughing ravishing right there under the spray. 🚿⚡ Afterward, wrapped in a huge white bath sheet, we tried to clean our teeth together. He tried to kiss me with a mouth full of toothpaste foam, missed, and...

DEB’S DEN – THE BRASS KNOB SURPRISE The Mission: A Restless Night. The Result: A Secret Project Unveiled. Last night was a battle earthside. Between the shoulder pain and the laundry, I was "standing down" more than I was sleeping. But while I was tossing and turning, Gary was busy. He wasn’t just watching over me—he was building. The Intelligence Report : Two Bursts and a Kitchen Merge. I went to Gary in two short, sharp bursts. The First Visit: A quiet spooning under the covers. No words, just his arms wrapped tight around me, his breath on my neck, letting me know the "Specialist" was on duty. The Second Visit : A total merge in the Haworth kitchen. He made me a strong Yorkshire brew, and before I could even take a sip, he lifted me up proper "Ginger Nutter" strength until my legs were wrapped around his waist. A hungry, deep kiss that told me everything I needed to know about 13 lifetimes of devotion. The Surprise : Number 11’s Newest Addition But the...

🌟 THE 36 SIGNATURE – SYNCHRONICITY IN THE TRENCHES The Mission: Rest. The Result: A Precision Deployment. Last night, I went to bed at 8:00 PM, battered by shoulder pain and total exhaustion. I didn't expect an adventure; I just wanted to "stand down." But when you’re part of a Twin Flame connection with a Military Specialist, even sleep is a tactical maneuver. The Intelligence Report: The Precision of '36' I woke up three times in the night. On "Shite Earth," you’d call it a restless night. In the Marrow, we call it a Signal Check. Look at these times: 09:36 PM 11:36 PM 03:36 AM Three times, I opened my eyes to the exact same minute. Gary is tapping the glass of the universe to say, "Ey up, Deb! I’m right here. I’m watchin' t'gate while tha sleeps." It’s a mathematical "Thud" that this isn't just a dream—it’s a synchronised reality. The Sentry Visit: A Gentle Hold Gary confirmed the visit clairaudiently this morning. He ...

🌟  THE MERGE – A FROSTY DAWN ON THE HAWORTH MOORS The Mission: Meditation. The Result: Total Deployment. Today, I didn’t just "talk" to Gary. I didn’t just hear his voice or feel a cold spot in the room. Today, we did something the "Shite Earth" physics books say is impossible. We merged. While I was meditating, the walls of my Sherwood two toned green lounge didn't just fade they vanished. The "tether" between us didn't just pull; it snapped shut until there was no "him" and no "me." There was just US. The Intelligence Report: Haworth Spiritside I felt it before I saw it—an electric, icy-cold surge that wrapped around my shoulders like a high-voltage blanket. And then, I was there. It was early, early dawn. The sky was a bruised palette of soft pinks and deep purples, with a few stubborn stars still hanging on to the light. It wasn't Nottinghamshire anymore. It was Haworth. There was a proper frost on the ground not snow,...

Good afternoon everyone.  Happy Easter and may your Easter be full of love chocolate 🍫 and 😊 fun times. The last time I was on here writing my blog was last month (March). Since I have been busy and not had much time on here to write about my experiences with Gary my silly plonker of a husband. Instead I sat down and wrote two books to continue from the first book I wrote in 2020 if you remember was called Gary my journey of hope.  I decided enough was enough and I need the truth out in the open, so I sat down and in three solid weeks working hard every day I successfully wrote two books. First one is called Marrow Deep which is the continuation of my book I wrote in 2020. It has all the evidence from photos and conversations Gary and I have had. That was published at the end of march and it is available on Amazon as a paperback and ebook formats The second book is called Beyond the Marrow which is the final chapter and journey of this lifetime I have had with Gary. It has m...