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5th January 2022




5th January 2022.
HAPPY NEW YEAR 🎊.



Ok 2022 is here. I shall see what this year brings in my journey to being in my loving arms of my Gary who crossed 18 years ago in April.

As you know I wrote my book with help from a good friend Kevin Milsom who was my Editor.
The book titled Gary my journey of hope is available on Amazon
In ebook and paperback format if you are interested in how to deal with grief and bereavement.
To continue with my experiences I thought instead I would write a weekly blog on all what has been happening to me since the beginning of 2022.

Right So far in astral projection experiences I had one the other night which had something to do with Gary and I completely didn't understand why I was searching for him it was like he was lost.
But here is the astral projection experience.


 I don't know if I was astral projecting or dreaming last night but I seem to be taken by the Greys 👽 up in a stream of light into what looked like a huge earth like place up in the sky. I remember it from before and we spoke about searching for my family, especially my husband. So it looks like I'm on the hunt for my husband in this earth-like place in the sky far from the earth below. It didn't feel like the astral plane as I know it well.
Weird but beautiful. I could see lots of people. I spoke to the alien which had now shifted into a humanoid so we could talk normally. The humanoid was a woman called Yanor. I could see people being directed into examination rooms with masks on.
I didn't need to be examined as I seem to be taken multiple times.
I do remember asking Yanor where the light was coming from. It looked like sunlight but Yanor said it's not from your sun, it's from our star.
Loads of people walking around in open spaces with plants and fresh air. I am sure I saw my husband just as I was jolted back into myself. And why I have my husband's first name under my skin. It's my veins spelling his name. It has been there forever.

On waking that morning I asked him why I have his first name under my skin written with my veins. ' he replied it is because we are truly twin flames two bodies one soul'
Yes I honestly didn't realise how tough it is having your twin flame on the other side.
He feels.my pain my joy and I feel his pain too.

I must find the time to take a photo of my leg where his name is and post it up for proof.

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