Being tickled by Gary 17.3.22

Last night after doing some language learning actually Italian to be honest it's a beautiful singing language and being still married to Gary who is Italian himself does help.

I could feel his presence and the smell of cheesy feet (oh yuk) but it makes me laugh so much.

He knows it makes me laugh the smell because when he was alive especially when on leave from the army he would just wear trainers and no socks ( he hated wearing them), the smell is awful but he so enjoyed putting his feet in my face and wrestle me to the floor, tickle me and do his best to make me smell them.

Now love is what you make of it and I love him so much.

Now Gary is earth bound for sure had that confirmed and had this feeling he was considering he feels everything I do.

Right going back to getting ready for bed, I switched lounge light off said good night to the cat on the couch.

Walked upstairs and I can smell feet and slight footsteps up behind me.

Went into bedroom got undressed and walked to the bathroom to clean teeth and go for a pee.

I was just in my boxers, I was just about to get my toothbrush with toothpaste when I felt Gary behind me I could see him in the bathroom mirror smiling as he put his arms around my naked top and his head on my shoulders.

I asked can I clean my teeth, he said No and laughed.

I want to do this he said and tickled my side where I am very ticklish.

I could actually feel his fingers tickling my slde which was beautiful and funny.

In the mirror I can see the similar look we have since I have transitioned to half male and female.

He has greying blond hair and stubble but still the same idiot I married.

The tickling stopped and I could see his stupid faces he was pulling in the mirror.

Putting the toothbrush in my mouth I cleaned my teeth, I looked in the mirror and Gary had gone.

Finishing in the bathroom I put my t-shirt on and went to bed.

Switched off all the lights.

I said good night handsome and remember I love you forever Mr Costello.

I heard a whisper I love you Deb goodnight.

To me honest I love having him here he is my complete utter nut he will always be my true love and my idiot as he has proved to me even on that side.

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