I had a NDE this morning

Hello everyone,

This is something I need to say as thIs is like a diary of spiritual experiences I will explain.

Was going to visit Tammi today but something happened that made me feel not very well. I sent her the following text message to explain why.

Not coming today, not very well, I died this morning for a short time. I took my tablets with my tea and they got stuck in my throat. I collapsed in the kitchen for a minute or so. I heard Gary saying go back not your time yet. I felt him hug me but couldn't see him.

I'm feeling very Woolley and semi starved of oxygen to my brain.

Doctors not open. I might make an appointment because I'm having difficulty swallowing due to Parkinson's. I wasn't scared. But it's freaked me out. I broke my washing basket and whacked my head on the ceramic cat food bowl hard as I collapsed.

I came to eventually do not know how long I was out for, I truthfully I heard Gary speaking in his Yorkshire accent Uz lass it's not thy tahhm yet, nip on back.

I could feel his arms around me as if he was breaking my fall. Everywhere was white like stars shining.

I managed to crawl out of kitchen on my knees to the lounge and climb onto the couch feeling rather yuk and light headed still.

Now to me that was a little bit whoo hoo, scary but beautiful, he held me in his arms I knew he was with me when I collapsed I felt his presence. I couldn't call for help as my brain was shutting down and Norman was in the garden cutting the grass while this happened. I think Gary helped me break my fall without cracking my head open on the stone tiled floor. I broke my washing basket instead. He is my hero.

Now I managed to recover enough to make myself a latte for myself and Norman.

Norman saw me in the kitchen and said you don't look well, he said I looked like death jokingly. I said I did die for a moment, I explained what happened and he suggested to call 111 and get some advice, stubborn as I am I said NO I am ok I will stay on the couch and recover.

I managed to get enough energy to get up and continue my day.

I said I would make this dessert from spirit which was describe by my lovely chef hubby.

So I made home made butter shortcrust pastry

Made a cantaloupe melon gelatine.

Baked the pastry cases until cooked.

Put the melon gel into the cooled cases waited for them to set.

Made the french meringue until light and fluffy.

Scooped it onto the tarts and baked until the meringue was set.

Decorated with red currants on the top, as requested by Gary four on the top.

bellissima opera d'arte di un brillante chef.

Beautiful work of art from a brilliant chef

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