I wish I could lay by your side.Gary.

Good afternoon readers.

This came to my friend Tammi who I visited today in her shop.

More oracle card readings asking questions and each card reading came out the same Your past will be your future.

I popped out to get my prescription from the chemist and walked back to the shop again.

Back to the shop and Tammi had this song in her head that was being given to her by Gary.

When he visits he causes her to have an itchy ear which is his way of saying I am here.

Now Tammi didn't know the name of this song and nor did I.

She Google the words of the song and it was a real song sung by Adele. Honestly I had.nevet heard of it as I am not an Adele fan.

But this song when I heard it had some meaning it made me want to well up and cry. ☹️😢

Tammi said the song was Gary telling you something you wanted to here.

Lyrics are below

Song is called hiding my heart.

This is how the story went

I met someone by accident

Who blew me away, blew me away

And it was in the darkest of my days

When you took my sorrow and you took my pain

And buried them away, buried them away

I wish I could lay down beside you when the day is done

And wake up to your face against the morning sun

But like everything I've ever known, you'll disappear one day

So I'll spend my whole life hidin' my heart away

Dropped you off at the train station

Put a kiss on top of your head

Watched you wave, and watched you wave

Then I went on home to my skyscrapers

And neon lights and waiting papers

That I call home

I call that home

I wish I could lay down beside you when the day is done

And wake up to your face against the mornin' sun

But like everything I've ever known, you'll disappear one day

So I'll spend my whole life hidin' my heart away

Away, yeah

Woke up feeling heavy hearted

I'm going back to where I started

The morning rain, the mornin' rain

And though I wish that you were here

On that same old road that brought me here

It's calling me home, it's calling me home

I wish I could lay down beside you when the day is done

And wake up to your face against the morning sun

But like everything I've ever known, you'll disappear one day

So I'll spend my whole life hidin' my heart away

I can spend my whole life hidin' my heart away

Thank you for giving me clarity and proof that you are my future and my real true love.

I feel at ease now knowing where I am going (I am go to be with you forever❤️).

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