Playing with my finger and kissing my cheek

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Last night I was feeling rather down a bit low in myself.

I cried and ask WHY?

I felt Gary come and lay on me I was awake but had my eyes closed as they were sore from crying.

I heard him whisper 'sorry please don't cry I am here'.

I then felt him grab my right hand and open it slowly to reach for a finger.

What I felt next was WOW, he touched my forefinger and twirled his finger around and around for ages.

The smell of his feet were awful that it did make me laugh a little. Cheese when moulding isn't nice lol..

Still eyes shut and I know they were puffy and sore he put his lips on my cheek and kissed it for a long time flicking his tongue gently on my cheek.

I think he was trying his best to cheer me up which he succeeded in doing.

After what felt like ages he stopped doing what he was doing

Whispered 'i love you, I won't leave you'.

I turned over on my side and the heavy weight of Gary was gone

I woke feeling ok and the sound of strong wind and rain.

Another step closer to being with Gary forever.

True love lives forever.

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