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surreal astral visit (in between realms).

Last night was one beautiful astral visit(well more like a visit to the in between realms). 
I asked for Gary to visit me in a dream instead I felt myself leave my body and was greeted by my beloved in white boxers and white t-shirt as he said he was wearing when I was awake in the evening.
I'm learning to talk to him telepathically as well as out loud but sometimes it's difficult when someone else is around Eg other husband. Sometimes I hear him say are you talking to yourself again.
Being polite I say Yeah I am mad lol...

Earlier on I was in the kitchen doing something.
Didn't feel like being around people was rather subdued from the day before and the hurtful insult I got about my food.
Made a cup of tea for both myself and Nigel sat down in the lounge to find a voicemail message from who I thought was Matt my lovely gay friend.
I sent him a text message to say did you call me and leave a message on my voicemail.
I got a reply back saying I don't remember calling you.
So I dialed my voicemail and recieved a weird message from a male voice from beyond the grave as people call it.
The message was for 30 seconds and it said.
'i want to be with you' and I am your future sweetheart' it was weird but I knew it was Gary.
Gary had sent Matt as a gift to cheer me up as I lost all my gay men friends many years ago back in the late 80s early 90s.

I asked Gary clairaudiently and on voice recorder did he sent me a message using Matt's phone the answer was AYE I did.

Going forward to astral travel he took me to our home ontop of the restaurant in Nottingham and it seem to evolve around the bedroom and being intimate as he always is.
It was kinda funny and sexual but in a sense it was me and him having the fun we use to have when he was alive on the earth plane.
We were both in bed kissing and cuddling when the bedroom door bursts open and our second youngest daughter Gracie Lou as she likes to be called now, climds onto our bed and started pulling the white sheet and blanket down as she's jumping all over her parents asking to have a hug and a story read to her before sleepy time.
It was kinda embarrassing because as the covers were pulled down Gary had no bottoms on and he was semi aroused so with a quick reflex I pulled the sheet back up over his bottom half, 
From what I could see was Gracie Lou and our Eldest daughter Ellie were staying over for the night before going back to Yorkshire the next day.
Eliie came in asking what the commotion was about.
Gracie was still jumping and climbing all over us asking for a story.
Eliie stepped in and said she would read her a story before sleepy time.
Gracie Lou said Aye  and night night mummy and daddy kisses were exchanged and she jumped off the bed.
Ellie took Graces hand and they both said good night. 
The bedroom door was closed and the intimacy started.
I can see Gary looking so handsome as I remember him but older with grey blond hair his eyes are still that beautiful blue, and the goatie ginger grey beard, his body is perfect every inch of him.

I was woken as I felt my true self jolt back into my shell by a black and white cat licking my arm. 2.44am and a very agonising popped out right hip.

I couldnt get back to Gary so I haven't slept much since then.

But I can recall everything that happened and the validation of the voicemail message and the visit was real.

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