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saw Gary in the kitchen while sleep walking

This episode I am posting up happened yesterday morning 12.7.22.
Morning, how is everyone?💗💜.
I'm hot feeling grotty and in a lot of pain stupid bulging spinal cord trapped between two lower spinal discs. The weather doesn't help either.

Onto the experience I had yesterday morning. It's been a while since I had heard from Gary in the last few days he knows I am in physical pain due to my spinal condition and also he refuses to touch me around my back area because of the pain, he has tried to send me healing but nothing seems to help,  Until two days ago I have heard nothing from him at all. Also my crystal cage had gone missing off my neck including the cord. I only noticed it missing when I went to get undressed for a shower Monday morning 10.7.22 (cage was found still on the cord where he said he had put it after taking it for energy and comfort).
Well yesterday early hours 4.33am  this happened I found myself  sleep walking. I found myself in the kitchen I had somehow  let the cats out. Gary  was in the kitchen looking at me. Messy hair unshaven, in a t-shirt and boxer trunks Calvin Klein as usual, he  was making himself a cuppa (tea) before he left for work. He looked sad and I heard his deep Yorkshire accent saying 'sorry for making you feel sad and leaving you in limbo'. Weird but that is what happened that morning. 

Yes it made me feel so happy during the day I actually heard his deep Yorkshire accent I truly heard him speak like how he did when he was alive.

These things experiences are happening for a reason and as I get closer to my exit date I know he will do things more and more to prove he is real and alive.

Just wish this exit date would come quicker.
But I suppose I shouldn't wish for things like that hahahaha 😂.

My journey continues.



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