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song playing and guitar playing.

This evening I am writing this episode with so much to say about what happened this morning and yesterday (14.7.22).

I am going to start with what happened yesterday at the shop, 
I got shown a video of what seem to be someone (Gary he confirmed that it was him) playing with someone's phone there was a song playing on the phone, Tammi couldn't make out what the song was, she played the video over and over again, all we knew it was by U2 but didn't know which song it was.
We spent most of the afternoon scanning through U2 songs online.
It was bugging us, we knew who it was my Gary playing his usual mischief self.

As it was time to go home the song still bugging me.
I asked Gary clairaudiently what U2 song was it he said he didn't know it was after his death.
He was a fan of U2 but the early songs.
I got home, had my tea still thinking about this song.
I texted Tammi to see if she had any luck with finding what the title of the song was.
No luck.
Came to evening time and I ask Gary again and some help from Google assistant, I played the video to Google assistant, within a few seconds I got the answer clairaudiently from Gary and Google assistant.
The song was written in 2014 ten years after Gary had been killed.
The title was THIS IS WHERE YOU CAN REACH ME NOW.
lyrics are below.
Soldier soldier
We signed our lives away
Complete surrender
The only weapon we know
Soldier soldier
We knew the world would never be the same
Soldier this is where you can reach me now
We come from an ancient place
Beyond what we can see
We've come to colonise your night
And steal your poetry
Old man knows that I never listen
So how could I have something to say
Old man knows how to cheat ambition
You don't lose if you don't play
1, 2, 3, 4, was enough
Soldier soldier
We signed our lives away
Complete surrender
The only weapon we know
Soldier soldier
We knew the world would never be the same
Soldier this is where you can reach me now
On a double decker bus
Into College Square
If you won't let us in your world
Your world just isn't there
Old man says that we never listen
We shout about what we don't know
We're taking the path of most resistance
The only way for us to go
Hup, 2, 3, 4, was enough
Soldier soldier
We signed our lives away
Complete surrender
The only weapon we know
Soldier soldier
We knew the world will never be the same
Soldier this is where you can reach me now
This is the site
This is the season
This is where you can reach me now
This is the time
This is the number
This is where you can reach me now


working it out it was telling me that he was doing his best to prove he was alive and well but he was sorry for leaving and the army was his life he sold his life away not intending to fall in love and get married or have kids.
We were on holiday not looking for love, but when two souls find each other its a powerful experience and when one goes home (well sort of home), it causes immense pain.
Powerful song but he was telling me that I am still here.

I messaged Tammi with a link to the song and she messaged me back with OMG.

Right going onto this morning had a fairly good night's sleep, no dreaming no astral travelling if I did I don't remember.
I heard what I thought was someone strumming one of the many acoustic guitars. I wasn't asleep I had my eyes open it was daylight I looked at my watch time was 4.00am.
I heard a good morning.
I asked him  about the guitar playing and he said it was him.
I even have Gary on voice recorder saying it was him.

So seriously he is doing things to show he is around alive and well but not physically. I wish he was that is what hurts so much.

So it's true everything is real.


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