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pain and then pain free (while making love)

Good morning 🌞
This happened last night before bed.
The last week or so my right hip has popped out of its socket and hasn't gone back in properly so I am in constant pain and I am dragging my leg a bit.
Ok last night I went to bed feeling in pain but happy as I knew the presence of Gary was around me making me feel happy and icy cold that feeling when you get when someone has shoved an ice cube down your back but more intense electrical feeling.
Finished cleaning my teeth and other things.
Walked into bedroom got into bed and turned light off.
Felt icy sensation and movement getting under the covers and I could feel weight ontop of me.
With my eyes shut and clairaudience working I could hear Gary talking and asking me intimate questions which I will not say on here because it's too personal.
With eyes shut my third eye kicks in, I see Gary in the dark but it's not dark if you get what I mean.
He is wearing Navy blue Calvin Klein boxers and a dark blue t-shirt, messy hair and stubble, looking good as always. It is that smile that hypnotises me the way his high cheek bones rise and the way his eyes shine.
I can feel him touch me even though he knows I am in pain with my discolated right hip.
Gary is aroused yes has an erection and wants to make love to me.
I am willing but I don't want any more pain.
So we proceed in being intimate I feel his cock enter my hole as I call it lol.. and gets with it, I am enjoying the sensations of passion with Gary, while he is thrusting I can see in my third eye his bum going up and down.
It upsets me because I cannot return the touch which makes me feel a little bit sad.
Then the pain starts from my hip on my left side all the way down my leg it's excruciating.
So to relieve the pain and stop the love making he pulls me out of my body with his erection and I can see myself floating just above my physical body with myself under Gary as he continues to make love to me.
This hasn't happened before this way WOW awesome painfree and I can actually touch him as if he was physical, helping myself I grab his bum and squeezed it.
Finally managing to enjoy S*X without any pain but to say that was the most awesome passion I have had in a long time.
But the best of all was floating above my physical body. 
To describe the feeling of soul travelling or leaving your body is awe-inspiringly beautiful.
It's the next level of LOVE.
In a big orgasmic climax together and a beautiful realistic kiss I felt myself sink back to my physical body.
Only words I heard clearly out loud no clairaudience was I LOVE YOU.
I was awake wide awake.
To me it felt like a lifetime but it was a pleasure to actually know I am not imagining this happening.


I only wish other people would open up and know you do not die you live on it's just the human shell that give up.

Sleep I did get and actually pain free in my physical self.
Time I woke was 5.56 am BST feeling happy.

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