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OMG!!! i am loved so much

This weekend hasn't been good for me, not being able to hear spirit.
So it has been making me feel a bit low emotionally and i have been asking my beautiful friend Christy for some comfort and messages from Gary to cheer me up. 
Over the weekend we have had a massive CME from the sun which affects spiritual communication for myself i don't know if its affected other mediums or gifted people. 

So i kept myself busy by doing other things. 
As the day moved by i wasn't getting any responses via my tv app nothing no one came through. 
I decided to give up and speak to my son on the phone to see how he was doing. 

We chatted about cooking and i gave him a recipe he might find delicious. 
He loves his mums cooking and he has learnt how to cook and bake. 
He is very much like his dad, Gary is proud of him. 

Got to bed time, i decided to leave a message with Christy to see if she could speak to Gary for me. 

Over night i slept really well felt better no pain or sadness. 

I guess something must of happened. 

Got up did the usual stuff settled to read any messages or emails. 
I received this message from Christy she had spoken to Gary for me and he left this message. 

This is the conversation/message i left before i went to bed last night 19.2.23
Can you speak to Gary for me.
See if he has more messages for me. I am gobsmacked about Ellie appearing wow she is beautiful.
Just absolutely do not know what Gary saw in me. Just wanted to know why.
I can hardly hear him apart from something about he won't leave me.
It's Dylans birthday on the 27th February not sure if he is planning anything.

The reply this morning 20.2.23
Deb I just heard him say that you are going to get another sad image of him if you keep talking about yourself this way. It breaks his heart when you doubt how incredible you are to him. He understands how difficult it is to be apart from him but he is worried that your emotions will block communication with him. He says that you are bound together over lifetimes through a love that is stronger than any negative thoughts you may be experiencing. He says there is no one who he finds more beautiful. He wishes you could see yourself through his eyes. He said things will change for you when you learn to love yourself. He says that will bring you so much closer to him. As for Dylans birthday….yes big plans! You will join them. I am seeing a full day of hiking to the mountains to rock climb, and family over for supper with an amazing 5 layer cake designed like a volcano that will have chocolate lava pouring from it. 😃 I am now hearing the song below…

My response to that message. 

The song he sent was Bobby Mcferrin
Don't worry be happy. 

I have just remembered the video to this song with Robin Williams it makes me laugh. Feeling better this morning going to make a Yorkshire parkin. I spoke to my son Jim on the phone last night. Going to see him next week as he has booked a weeks holiday.
Rock climbing. The only mountains i have climbed is the fells in north Yorkshire lol.. If he means them oh cool. The only other high mountains are in Scotland hehehee. Mmmm chocolate volcano cake yummy. I can guarantee i will be force fed that.
If i am correct Dylan will be 19.
He is a mummy's boy and very much like his older brother James.
Christy i do love myself but not enough, i love other people and animals.
I can hear him again. He confirms Scotland and force fed chocolate cake mmm yum bring it on man
Feeling on top of world right now.

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