continuing relationship with my deceased husband Gary

This blog episode is very important to me it about my children and my beautiful crazy husband Gary who I truly am bound to for all infinity.  My children are aged between 28 to 4. Ellie is my eldest she is 28 in May. She was stillborn.  James he is my eldest son he is 23 and living my only surviving son after complications due to twisted umbilical cord around his neck and knotted twice. Emergency Caesarean.  Dylan 19 he was made while I was here and his father on the other side, yes you can become pregnant by spirit especially when the bond between myself and Dylan's dad is.  I lost him to miscarriage at 14 weeks pregnant.  Simon 13 he was made the same way as Dylan through spiritual love making He was lost through miscarriage which upset me.  Scott 11 , the same thing happened again  Miscarriage.  Grace 8 she was born well lost down my toilet after being pregnant for 11 weeks it wasn't a nice experience Boxing Day that happened and I thought it w...

Today the 25.4.2023 has been a very happy day for me.  After having my romantic dinner and a play around with ᕕ (ᐛ) ᕗ Gary.  As the day went by I found out that Gary has decided to not work today.  I asked him where he was, he told me he was visiting our children and his parents.  I said most of our children are at school.  Then I heard " I'm out with Ellie and her boyfriend Henry.  I said *ok have a nice time where are you*?  There was silence for a while, then I heard Gary saying he was going to talk to Ellie and Henry their future wedding.  With a shock, I put my hand over my mouth to cough.  Telepathically I said "WHAT ARE YOU GOING ON ABOUT". ᕕ (ᐛ) ᕗ Gary replied " our daughter is getting married". I said to him can I talk to Ellie please.  Silence again and my daughter's voice came through with Hi mam how are you? I'm getting married Henry proposed to me" I was so moved by what I heard it made me cry.  ...

Good morning,  My new astral travelled journey happened last night.  After an interesting reading from Dede Copley yesterday she mentioned through ᕕ (ᐛ) ᕗ Gary that he was planning on taking me out for dinner.  What I did find out was dinner was a romantic dinner at his restaurant in Nottingham and then bed upstairs above the restaurant until I woke this following morning.  I went to bed early feeling good and decided to try and meditate before I went off to sleep.  Having clairaudience can be useful and annoying at the same time hehehe.  Having been told by Gary that he was still at the restaurant waiting for me.  He kindly told me "please go to sleep, I surprise for you" I did as I was told and went off to sleep.  Eventually I found myself in our Lilac coloured bedroom above the restaurant.  ᕕ (ᐛ) ᕗ Gary dressed in his chef whites.  I could see him smiling his usual cheeky lopsided smile, holding up my navy blue crushed velvet dress,...

Wow my husband is amazing he popped in to see Dede for a half hour reading today time was 2.00pm. He is so strong. He is finding people who are part of my soul group. Looks like Dede Copley is part of my soul group too. I think she was my mum in a previous life when Gary was my dad. He was Gerald Jones, Dede was my mother Elizabeth Jones she died giving birth to me. She mentioned about my kids especially Gracie Lou. Also she mentioned about the rose in my garden which the name of the rose is my nickname.  Dede was asked by Gary to tell me what he had planned for me tonight.  Looks like he is taking me out, also going to cook me a dinner.  My book is the last thing I have to do. The last episode of my blog is his physical visit at the end of the year.  Also Dede could see what Gary was wearing, khaki green over shirt, white T-shirt and sand coloured cargo pants no socks. Everything is real. I am honoured to have the ability to communicate with spirit, Dede was honoure...

This is proof of the existence of life after death (well you don't die). Yesterday and last night was wonderful, ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ Gary was working on the house/apartment in Florence  Italy 🇮🇹 then yesterday evening at the restaurant on the bridge over the river Arno. Ponte Vecchio.  Saturday night/Sunday Morning Gary took me to see the garden at the house/apartment in Florence and he took me there last night too.  It was kinda funny last night I was trying to meditate before I went to sleep, normally I drift off after a bit of meditation but having continuous clairaudience with the other side, I just heard ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ Gary "say go to sleep please I want to surprise you again". So I did as I was told and went to sleep, awakening myself I found myself with hands over my face and the smell of herbs and cypress trees. Gary pulled his hands away from my face so I could see the garden.  This is a similar image I found yesterday of our garden.  Christy confirmed this yesterday when h...

Morning as I have awoken I have been reminded of the beautiful evening meal and surrounding of Florence Italy with my father, my step mum, she wants me to call her mum. I can remember sitting outside the restaurant that  Gary owns. He  is cooking for us this evening 5d earth time. Myself it feels like a dream but.its not a dream because I pinch my dad on the arm to make sure it is real, indeed it's real because I heard my dad, my dear dad say "what was that for"? Myself I just.smile and stick tongue out at him, I love my dad and I do miss him when on the earth plane but as I know he isn't dead,.gone he is real alive breathing, smiling and finally happy  My mum is gleeming sitting next to my dad, in her pinkish dress glowing like a peach  I vaguely remember the conversation we had but I do remember saying I miss you dad. He did say Debra "I am here not gone anywhere feel free.to come up and visit anytime you know you are welcome" " remember this is your ...

Yesterday 12th April was the anniversary of Gary passing away brutally killed in Iraq 19 years ago.  I was expecting to be sad, but I actually didn't cry or felt sad at all.  There was a beautiful moment in the morning while still in bed, half asleep, I could hear Gary talking to me, telling me to get up.  In my mind, I telepathically send him a poem I had made up for him.  I heard him say "thank you my love that is beautiful". I am not good at poetry, but I tried to express myself in words apart from saying 3 words (I Love you).  I eventually got up after being poked and made cold.  Had a shower, toilet, cleaned teeth the usual stuff you do! 💨🚿🛁😌 . Still talking to Gary as I usually do clairaudently or telepathically it doesn't matter he replies anyway.  As the day went by I had forgotten the words to my poem I had sent to my crazy handsome man.  I asked Gary if he remembered it?  He said yes, every word my love.  Being in mind my m...

Hello everyone,  Strange experience happened to me last night.  I know it is something to do with my Ascension and the full pink moon.  It was a very weird experience last night. Tried to touch Gary's red Tommy Hilfiger red boxers the material I felt something, but it was becoming too upsetting for me, he said "please don't get upset because you can't feel the material, I promise I will make it up to you "(lost time and thinking more about my job than you).  I went to sleep still no astral travelling, if I did, I don't remember anything.  I got disturbed by a cat using the cat tray, so I looked at my watch it said 3.06am. I got up, went downstairs cleaned out the cat tray of the cat's toilet business and this is the strange part downstairs the clocks were saying 11.12pm. I'm confused it felt like I had stepped back in time or something like that. I think it's the full moon affecting me and the ascension happening.  I didn't think you could go b...