This blog episode is very important to me it about my children and my beautiful crazy husband Gary who I truly am bound to for all infinity.
My children are aged between 28 to 4.
Ellie is my eldest she is 28 in May. She was stillborn.
James he is my eldest son he is 23 and living my only surviving son after complications due to twisted umbilical cord around his neck and knotted twice. Emergency Caesarean.
Dylan 19 he was made while I was here and his father on the other side, yes you can become pregnant by spirit especially when the bond between myself and Dylan's dad is.
I lost him to miscarriage at 14 weeks pregnant.
Simon 13 he was made the same way as Dylan through spiritual love making
He was lost through miscarriage which upset me.
Scott 11 , the same thing happened again
Miscarriage.
Grace 8 she was born well lost down my toilet after being pregnant for 11 weeks it wasn't a nice experience Boxing Day that happened and I thought it would be successful a baby growing inside my belly but no.
Debra 4 last but least and very precious, she was made on 31st October 2020 her dad appeared to me physically and we made love for 30 minutes.
I managed to carry her to nearly full term she arrived a month early on the 26th May 2021.
I gave birth to her on the other side.
It is explained below in detail.
Yes I have been through trauma of losing children and being told I would never be able to have any children (cancer of the cervix at 23) and also an inverted womb (tilted backwards)
But I have achieved it by having a child in my arms and watch him grow up to adulthood.
The first four years his dad was alive.
I suppose I could say I am lucky because there are some couples out there who cannot have children due to medical problems.
My dream was not to have a career but to be a wife and mother I got my dream but it has cost me dearly.
But miracles do happened if you believe in them, the universe provides what you need not what you want.
The old saying (I want doesn't get you have to ask). That is true.
I can visit my husband and my children astrally, It's when I have to go it upsets me.
My patience will be rewarded in the end.
Yes I wish I could of had my children living on this side but it wasn't meant to be.
My children on the other side and my living son,
I love them all, they are more precious than any riches.
Each one of them are different in character and personality.
Yes they work, well three of them.
Ellie is a nurse
James is a vehicle technician (living)
Dylan is a vehicle technician to like his brother
My other four go to school and are learning many subjects.
So don't doubt that if you lose a child here whether it's through illness, miscarriage or something else, doesn't mean they are gone forever, oh yes the human flesh and bone are gone but the soul go home and is brought up by your relatives until you see them either via ITC, mediumship or you leave the earth plane.
Love does not die.
Your children live on.
They grow in different stages like the children here on the earth plane.
Never doubt the universe in providing you with a child everyone has a chance at it.
Please trust and believe.
It happened to me it can happen to you.
Never give up hope.
Whether it is to make a child or longing to see your child you have lost again.
Ellie was conceived here and I gave birth to her, (stillborn) Dylan, Grace, Scott, Simon were all conceived here spirit dad and living mum but miscarried. Jim was born alive. Debra was made from pure spiritual love I had all the symptoms of a real physical pregnancy have photos of my pregnant belly.
The others apart from Ellie and Jim, were made with Gary's sperm while on the other side. Trying to explain isn't easy, I have had Gary make love to me when he comes through to this side, I can't see him but I feel him love me.
Yes I felt it naturally she was born a month early. Debra was supposed to be born in June. She was conceived when Gary physically appeared to me at 4.30am on 31st October 2020 I had him for half an hour. I went to bed on the 25th may 2021 with real bad back pain and woke up the next morning with a flat stomach. Gary was with me at the huge astral hospital that takes everyone who has crossed over and visitors from the earth plane who are astrally projecting.
I was chatting to a couple of friends earler on one is learning about opening up to the other side
The other she is an excellent medium.
After posting up my experiences with Gary and having his children 7 to be honest.
I felt kinda sad and upset about losing my kids to miscarriage and stillbirth.
I asked my medium friend about this to see if she could verify it from Gary.
Later i got this response.
Deb Gary confirmed it all. I asked him why both of you are sad and he said it is beautiful but sad because he is with most of your children and they all miss you so much and he missed his son here that he can't be with. So many broken hearts he said. But still so much love between you all.
From anti clockwise top is Simon, Scott, Dylan, Grace, Debra, Gary, Ellie.
James Dylan
Me when I was a baby
With my dad Jim when he was a
Baby.
Below is Dylan when he was a baby.
This is Simon at 5 same arrival on my phone recently.
As you know this is Ellie now.
Gary and me at 24 and 29 Gary and Debra
Dylan at 19 recently through my spirit television.
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