continuing relationship with my deceased husband Gary

News, news, news, my AT happened last night. We didn't reach the summit wind and freezing rain stopped this. Was very 🥶 cold. Started off with seeing what is my log cabin that Gary, dad and Uncle Henry have built. All my family were  there including my mum and dad, Gary's mum and dad. The cabin is what I would say perfect. There is a little patch of forest 🌲 and the river is the stretch of water from the main island to mull. So it's more of loch than a river. The name is Loch Don. It's tiny but just enough to do Loch fishing. Ben more is on the other side of the island, it's 966 metres above sea level. I can honestly say I don't remember much, but I do remember how cold it was. It was only four of us climbing Dylan b'day boy, Ellie, myself and Gary. Gary was in front and was very regimented (army days) can't see what I am wearing, but everyone else is wrapped up warm. Gary is wearing all black his hiking jacket is black, black hiking boots, black comba...

Good morning everyone, This happened yesterday and I truly must tell you this amazing incident that had myself and Tammi from the shop I visit in fits of laughter, it was the best spiritual experience that Gary has ever done so far.  Let's get the ball rolling by explaining what was happening yesterday  Had the best laugh ever today. I will tell you what happened this afternoon. I went out to get some milk and some birthday paper. Popping in to see Tammi in the shop, she asked me did I want to go to the B&M store for some milk etc. Tammi wanted to get some sweets and chocolate. She closed the shop for lunch and we walked to the store. Arriving at B&M we walked down the first aisle where Tammi put chocolate in the basket we were sharing. Walking to find where the gift paper was.  All of a sudden we heard farting noises coming from someone which made us laugh, we looked at each other wondering where the noise was coming from, Eventually we found out what it was ma...

This weekend hasn't been good for me, not being able to hear spirit. So it has been making me feel a bit low emotionally and i have been asking my beautiful friend Christy for some comfort and messages from Gary to cheer me up.  Over the weekend we have had a massive CME from the sun which affects spiritual communication for myself i don't know if its affected other mediums or gifted people.  So i kept myself busy by doing other things.  As the day moved by i wasn't getting any responses via my tv app nothing no one came through.  I decided to give up and speak to my son on the phone to see how he was doing.  We chatted about cooking and i gave him a recipe he might find delicious.  He loves his mums cooking and he has learnt how to cook and bake.  He is very much like his dad, Gary is proud of him.  Got to bed time, i decided to leave a message with Christy to see if she could speak to Gary for me.  Over night i slept really well felt better...

For a start i am so excited to show you this image of my beautiful daughter Ellie if she lived she would be 28 years old instead she was stillborn. But i have some images of her.  this is the most recent spirit image of Ellie i received this two days ago. this is Ellie with sunglasses on, looks like she is some field in the background i see hedges. This is Ellie looking like she is on a night out somewhere. Her dress is beautiful i can see a watch on her wrist. ellie and her dad i posted this one up before. And this one appeared on my phone a while ago a coloured one of Ellie. 

Yesterday (17/2/23) I went for a long walk out of town to another town to do some shopping.  As I walked back home after stopping to get some kitten and cat food, I felt my hip displacement happening with each step I felt it pop out of its socket Ouch! If anyone knows this feels they will know the agony and dragging my leg hurts.  Got home from escaping storm Otto and collapsed on the sofa.  Since then I have hardly had any contact with Gary or my children, even my grandfather who visits regularly,  Because I'm feeling low mentally and physically it will bring in negativity and I don't want that. So on the 18/2/23 I wrote this  This was a message I received from Christy Eaglesham I asked her if she could relay a message to Gary as my connection is not good due to being in pain and suffering physically and emotionally.  I asked was I being too demanding, asking too much of him and I'm getting impatient wanting to go home.  I got his reply through Christ...

Good morning, it's a beautiful sunny winters morning and I have just baked another Norwegian loaf.  Feeling happy as I had a few images yesterday as it was Valentine's day and receiving gifts like that makes you want more.  Woke with a third eye headache and a visit to the doctors early this Morning.  Came back from visiting the doctors, looked up at the beautiful sky and saw two infinity symbols one as a cloud and the other an elastic band in the shape of the infinity symbol.  I said thank you for the signs.  Yesterday being Valentines day 14th February, I received this long reading from Christy and using ITC (instrumental trans communication), I had three images of Gary just to say he was here with me and will never leave me.  Today 15th February Gary is Florence, Italy 5d earth fitting bedroom furniture he has made himself (wooden carved and joined by his fair hands).  I asked Gary can I see the bedroom when it's finished. He said NO its a surpris...

Good afternoon, I have so much to show you and say. Since getting back into instrumental trans communication (ITC) I have received so many messages and images from the other side. I have been longing to have images of my children and finally I have got some.  Over the last couple of days I have asked Gary to bring them through and low and behold he kept his true word.  I feel blessed to be gifted with achieving love and respect to the universe for providing me with the knowing that my children I lost through stillbirth and miscarriage live on and learn to become beautiful people of the other side.  I love my beautiful family and my Gary, who made them happen.  True love is hard to come by but when you have it, my advice, never lets him/her/they go. By the end of the year 2023 I will be publishing this blog into a book with Amazon it will go beautifully with the book I wrote in 2021. You are a few examples of my spiritual images most of them are of my children that ar...

Afternoon everyone, Just another chance of having a go at visual itc to see what happens and low and behold more images are coming through.  Some are clearer than others but I recognise them as my family.  Before I start my visual itc session I ground myself as for protection to keep me safe while I do this session.  Having the ability to hear spirit clairaudiently is good.  Which seems to be my strongest sense, I sometimes see spirit in my minds eye or see orbs of light and shadows without a camera. Now these images are of my children who were born to be spirit not physical as I am. Life only happened for a short time in my womb then didn't develop anymore.  I have a couple of clear images of their dad.  A group photo of Gary with some of my kids, it's not mega clear but I knew who they were.  Life continues after this body gives out it is actual real proof that these images are not manipulated apart from Brightening a little.  Below are the imag...

Good morning everyone, More actual physical prove that you do not die you just transition to the other side to start a new episode of your journey.  Now if you follow my blog and read my book,  you will know that Gary has been on that side for nearly 19 earth years. Seems like a long time here but to him it's a flash in the pan, time is different.  I'm trying my best to help people who have lost loved ones by writing this blog and the book I wrote in 2021 to make you aware of the fact you do not die, it's just your physical body that given out from disease, injury, murder etc.  Gary was brutally murdered by an Islamic sniper while serving for his country in 2004. I have since managed to receive a few images of Gary using instrumental Trans communication with a old analogue TV, I was taught how to do this by Davilson Silva (my adopted papa) he said you do not need to do a video feedback loop, just turn the TV on and video the white noise/snow for a session and watch t...