continuing relationship with my deceased husband Gary

Good afternoon readers. This came to my friend Tammi who I visited today in her shop. More oracle card readings asking questions and each card reading came out the same Your past will be your future. I popped out to get my prescription from the chemist and walked back to the shop again. Back to the shop and Tammi had this song in her head that was being given to her by Gary. When he visits he causes her to have an itchy ear which is his way of saying I am here. Now Tammi didn't know the name of this song and nor did I. She Google the words of the song and it was a real song sung by Adele. Honestly I had.nevet heard of it as I am not an Adele fan. But this song when I heard it had some meaning it made me want to well up and cry. ☹️😢 Tammi said the song was Gary telling you something you wanted to here. Lyrics are below Song is called hiding my heart. This is how the story went I met someone by accident Who blew me away, blew me away And it was in the darkest of my days When you too...

Last night was one beautiful astral visit(well more like a visit to the in between realms).  I asked for Gary to visit me in a dream instead I felt myself leave my body and was greeted by my beloved in white boxers and white t-shirt as he said he was wearing when I was awake in the evening. I'm learning to talk to him telepathically as well as out loud but sometimes it's difficult when someone else is around Eg other husband. Sometimes I hear him say are you talking to yourself again. Being polite I say Yeah I am mad lol... Earlier on I was in the kitchen doing something. Didn't feel like being around people was rather subdued from the day before and the hurtful insult I got about my food. Made a cup of tea for both myself and Nigel sat down in the lounge to find a voicemail message from who I thought was Matt my lovely gay friend. I sent him a text message to say did you call me and leave a message on my voicemail. I got a reply back saying I don't remember calling you...

This is short and sweet but to be honest having your true love and soulmate on the other side, well in-between actually. We do still have disagreements and we argue like any other normal physical married couple. It all started off yesterday when I came home from visiting Tammi at the shop. More card readings and everything is on the right path for me. Got home and started finishing off my sponge cake by filling it with raspberry and blackcurrant jam(jelly) and butter icing which I made from scratch. I finished the cake with butter icing on top and rainbow sprinkles. Made a cuppa and got down to preparing dinner which was homemade as well. Now as you know Gary is a.profeaaional chef and a perfectionist in his work. It took 30 minutes to complete dinner, washed up, dished the dinner up for me and Nigel, made myself another cuppa tea. Gary takes the essence of the food as he is earth bound spirit. We sat down to dinner and asked Gary are you taking your dinner. Reply was rather insulting ...

Good morning. I was hit with a beautiful song this morning I know I have posted it up on Facebook book already but I needed to express this overwhelmed sensation of love he gave me just before I awoke. I was half asleep and I could hear Gary sort.of.singing.this song himself wasnt sure what the song was until I fully woke up. Then I hit me with a tonne of bricks that warm loving feeling you get as if someone had been hugging you all night long. While half asleep I could see him smiling at me as he usually does. The lyrics to this song go like this. Baby, I get a little bit jealous But how the hell can I help it? When I'm thinkin' on you Maybe, I might get a little reckless But you gotta expect that What else can a boy do? My momma taught me how to share But I'll be selfish and I don't care 'Cause I want you, I need you all for me Now I don't want anybody loving my baby Nobody (nobody) nobody (nobody), nobody but me, hey Now I don't want anybody thinking just...

Afternoon readers, This episode is using my new blog address after transferring it over due to unusual nasty activity on my other google account which I have deleted. This is a oracle card reading done by my dear friend Tammi who herself is a natural gifted medium. The cards are called believe in your own magic. I got them from Amazon and they seem to be perfect. The question to the universe which Tammi was asking has been the same question about my near future. So far I have had about 15 card readings and the answer has been the same but in different context. Right the question was this...... (Will my past be my future meaning Gary and my exit date). Cards from every single pack we have used making sure that our empowered energies are on them before doing the reading. Remember I asked for a reading just before I left the shop to go and do some shopping. I got home and recieved the reading via messenger with the images of the cards. To put it this way each card is telling me. Be strong...

  Strange sensation when you are feeling upset and being negativity around you due to someone trying to upset me via social media. I sensed that my grandmother was around me and so was my beautiful husband Gary. Yes this is my second blog I have started. The overwhelming sensation of being protected from the love of my Nan and husband was enveloping me like a cooling glove of pure love. I could feel so much love that it was making me want to cry but I didn't I held it in. I'm sitting here in my lounge listening to Gary and my nan having a conversation about me. I am not saying a word I am writing this blog on my other google account. I can hear them saying between them how much I am loved. Nan is saying you are lucky to have my granddaughter as your wife and mother to your kids. Gary is saying I know and I am truly blessed to have.her too. It's kinda weird hearing spirit talk to me it's high pitch talking but I can make out the difference between Gary and my Nan. I want...

 Today has been a beautiful day all thanks to a visit to see my dearest friend Tammi and a great natural medium. I only stayed for an hour just to get.out of the house and some fresh air as well it was a.nice day. Arrived at the shop and we started doing an oracle card reading session in between customers coming in for vape juice etc. Both of our readings we did for each other, shuffling the cards etc asking the question we so wanted to know. Cards came out as.so did.the other readings I have had the other couple of days with different oracle cards say the same thing. Patience and you will be rewarded go with the flow enjoy the now. Forget the past because it will be your future. Enough said about that. I did a reading for Tammi and it was the same for her question was answered for her too. After saying thank you to the universe for reading we packed away the cards. Next was beautiful we could smell chips and then a little voice said hello mummy, Tammi could see Two of my kids Grac...

Good morning. Right as you know my darling Gary is a prankster loves getting up to mischief. This morning after finishing in the bathroom I get myself dressed and come downstairs. I come back upstairs for something which I had completely forgotten what I had gone upstairs for(memory problems).  Got to the top of the stairs and walks into the bedroom and Norman(second husband that's his Nickname) decides to become all arsie(shitty) accusing me for breaking the chain on the bath plug. Reason he said it was because I like to use the bath when I have a shower or wash my hair. I said' I hadn't touched the bath plug chain', he sarcastically said 'well who else has done it I don't use the bath to have a shower I use the cubicle'. I thought is might have been Imp our naughty girlie cat who enjoys playing in the bath and loves playing with things. Norman laughed and said 'Yeah right she couldn't pull that off its metal.' Norman moaned grabbed some pylers ...

Hello everyone. This happened a few night ago while astral travelling in my sleep. What I could see was a black motortrike and my darling Gary with our son (living child) by his side waiting for me to get on this huge trike. I think he left it as a surprise trip I knew nothing about it. So what I can see is myself viewing this astral visit through my eyes like a movie(film). Kinda weird but simple to explain. Gary turns on the engine and it roared into life. Love bikes so much. No bike gear to wear just the clothes on us 3s back we cruised to what was a beautiful trip, suns shines brighter seems to float by like a watercolour of nature. We seem to be going down south as we travelled astrally along what was one of the main motorway roads called the M5. Gary pulled up on a layby because he needed a pee and I asked where are you taking me. With that smile and tapping his nose as if to say mind your nose it's a surprise. I huffed and waited while he went into the grassy verge and had a...

 Another validation and experience from my nut of a husband from the other side. I have been visiting Tammi at her shop most days as we enjoy chatting have spiritual experiences while in the shop  Now my darling Gary enjoys being the clown he gets up to mischief. This experience happened when I went home. Tammi was alone in the shop, no customers at the time. She was doodling on her phone when she witnessed the backroom door open by itself, it freaked her out. She messaged me to tell me that the door had opened by itself, she asked me if Gary was with me. I said no he isn't he said he was at the shop with you  A few weeks earlier we suggested he opens a door  Now to my amazement he did open the door and appeared just briefly. Also he tried to phone the shop. When Tammi answered the phone no one was on the other end and there was no number recall either. I have myself received calls from Gary on my mobile saying his name and saying I love you. I am aware h...

these are the images of Gary one is the original from Robert Landais.  Robert Landais original image with his permission to use.

Hello everyone, This is something I need to say as thIs is like a diary of spiritual experiences I will explain. Was going to visit Tammi today but something happened that made me feel not very well. I sent her the following text message to explain why. Not coming today, not very well, I died this morning for a short time. I took my tablets with my tea and they got stuck in my throat. I collapsed in the kitchen for a minute or so. I heard Gary saying go back not your time yet. I felt him hug me but couldn't see him. I'm feeling very Woolley and semi starved of oxygen to my brain. Doctors not open. I might make an appointment because I'm having difficulty swallowing due to Parkinson's. I wasn't scared. But it's freaked me out. I broke my washing basket and whacked my head on the ceramic cat food bowl hard as I collapsed. I came to eventually do not know how long I was out for, I truthfully I heard Gary speaking in his Yorkshire accent Uz lass it's...

  This is a short episode but what an awesome sight to see made my morning quick but WOW 🥰. It has started off beautiful went shopping did a bit of shopping including getting a cantaloupe melon and some frozen berries including red currant s to have a go at this tart that was shown to us by Gary. Going to make it over this bank holiday weekend. Came back started my bread dough off in the bread machine switched it on and left it to do it's business. Made a latté got the milk from the fridge as its in the dining room. Walked back to the dining room and for a split second I heard tapping on the dining room window which made me turn around and to my amazement I saw Gary outside the dining room window he was wearing black cargo pants, black t-shirt, I could see him waving and smiling his hair grey blond and those cheeky smiling eyes. I wanted to go and hug him but when I turned around he had gone I so wanted to get a photo. I guess I wasn't permitted too. But wow he was here ou...

Today has been a sad sort of somber day, let me explain how I feel ok. This morning I got woken by someone giving me.a song I could hear it as if it was being played in the bedroom but it was iny head. Eventually found out what it was. You to me are everything by the real thing. Firstly I knew the song but had never paid attention to the lyrics until now when I read them they made me realise how precious I am to Gary and he wanted to me to know how he felt. Lyrics are as follows. You to me are everything by the real thing. I would take the stars out of the sky for you Stop the rain from falling if you asked me to I'd do anything for you, your wish is my command I could move a mountain when your hand is in my hand Words cannot express how much you mean to me There must be some other way to make you see If it takes my heart and soul, you know I'd pay the price Everything that I possess I'd gladly sacrifice Oh, you to me are everything The sweetest song that I could sing Oh, b...

Good afternoon, Today's episode of my continuing journey with Gary it's getting better and better than ever and even funny too. It started off myself going to my doctor's surgery to drop off my book a copy that I have gifted to a friend of mine who works at the surgery. She was over the moon when I gave her my book and she asked me to sign it for her from me and Gary. After leaving the surgery I made my way to Tammis shop which I hopefully be working in there soon. Tammi made me a mug.of mugwort and dalmania tea and we sat down to see what happens. For a while Tammi kept singing this song that had been stuck in her head since yesterday and it didn't dawn on us who it was from until we found the lyrics and listened to the song. Song was Every rose has its thorn by Poison. The way Gary send his messages to Tammi and showing things to her is amazing but Gary talks to me in a different way, more intimate and personal things only we can say either tel...

Good morning everyone. Weird astral travel back to my home where I was a child and to see my dad and actually my new mum her name is Mary. There was myself which is weird because I do not know what I am wearing because it's the view as if I am in a film or I'm the person behind the camera. Hard to explain but that is how it was. Gary and a friend of his named Mark were outside in the front garden my dad's house pulling stupid faces at myself and my sister we were in the front lounge looking out the window at them being silly. I know I walked to the front door and opened it for Gary and Mark to come in. My dad and step mum were in the kitchen talking about something. My sister looked amazing her hair was so long and down to her bum and chestnut brown. She was wearing what looked like a black tight pvc dress and black tights. Gary was just in his usual dark blue cargo pants and Blue t-shirt no socks on barefooted. My sister has taken a fancy to Gary friend and she started tal...

Today has been a weird mind blowing day. I witnessed two crossing over to the light. My weird beautiful funny wacky husband being a romantic idiot. It started off a little sad as I had been watching a film called the in between which was about a soul being trapped between the other side and the earth plane,  When souls are in between they have unfinished business to do before going to the light. The film reminds me of Gary and myself quite painful to watch but seems so real and true. Most of what I have since I have experienced myself. I haven't finished watching the film. I stopped watching it and cried a bit more. I knew Gary was around me as I felt cold. I know I heard him say I'm SORRY. I had to do some shopping so I popped out to see my friend Tammi and then go and do the shopping. Left the house walked to the shop Tammi said about this man in spirit who she described in detail. It was kinda weird because this man had been coming to the shop popping...

 Not good today, just want to cry and disappear. I am trying to visualise Gary in my head seeing him laugh and smile showing his beautiful cheeky smile, but I am unable to do that without breaking down and crying. Another lonely year without his physical presence and silliness. I'm not religious but today is suppose to be joyously wonderful because Jesus has risen from the dead and it alive physical. Please tell me if Jesus can do it pray tell me why can't Gary do it. Yeah I know he has visited me four times in the year of 2020/2021 but it was at night and I could feel him making love to me, like he use to do. So far this year he has helped me move on a little with the following, help me find my true self, learn to have some fun. Get myself some new friends spending time outside. Enhancing my knowledge of mediumship and talking to spirit. Well I wish all my religious friends Happy Easter and I hope my children have had a great Easter, wondering if Gary has given them that huge ...

 Good morning everyone, Wednesday April 13th 2022. Now today has been a wonderful surprise for me. As you know I mentioned about the new Restaurant in Florence Italy that Gary has bought and also plans on buying a holiday home for us and the children. This information has come through both myself and Tammi who is one hell of a medium her gifts are astounding. Right this started off with Gary asking me this morning was I going to visit Tammi today. I said yes after lunch. I walked down to the shop after I had a cuppa. Arriving I was greeting with a hello and are you ok today. Tammi asked if Gary enjoyed his new birthday and the cakes and chocolate bar she gave him. I told her he sis very much. Now Tammi said she could of sworn she heard Gary in her bedroom saying to her 'are you going to get up today'? She replied 'oh shut up' and woke her husband up. Looking at the time it was late in the morning lol ..  I think Gary was sniggering about it. Gary...

  Today has been rather a strange day. I think well I'm sure I have lost my mum to the other side.i know she wasn't what you would call a mum as she left myself and my brother when we were very young, she walked out on my dad, admitting she hated children from the age of 8 and below. The day went like this after the weird day of the alarm being tampered.with by Gary(yes he confirmed he did). I think he enjoyed doing that he said it was fun and proof he can manipulate things. Well I asked him to stop playing with the alarm system and set.ir back to normal he said OK. By 7pm yesterday (8.3.21) it had stopped and no faults were picked up but to be on the safe side I called the engineer to come,  This morning at 9.30am Charlie the engineer turned up had a looked went to look at the alarm siren on the side of the house and found nowt wrong with it which he said was weird. He set the system back to normal and left. So far nowt has happened. Continue the usual Saturday sorts pills ou...

 Good evening everyone. Now this is so weird what has happened today it will be short this episode of my continuing journey with Gary. Right it started this morning get prepared to pack a huge order for a company that we supply to. It was time to have a break so I came into the lounge to start my Italian daily language lesson on Duolingo when an alarm was going off I thought it was the fire alarm on the stairs but when I looked it wasn't.  The noise was coming from the cupboard under the stairs which the door is in the dining room. Opened cupboard to find the security alarm system screaming T me with an alert saying it had been tampered with well no one had been in the cupboard so who could of done it. It couldn't be a battery fault because the alarm system had been serviced in November 2021. I did managed to switch the alarm off with the keyfob I have but after a while it went off again. So I contacted the engineer who fitted the system up. I went back to packing the order wh...

 Today has been a weird and wonderful surreal day with my fellow medium and friend Tammi. It went like this I had been shopping came into the shop sat down complained it was freezing cold outside. Tammi made me mug of hot mugwort tea and we sat down to chat. She told me about the strange visit from a certain Gary of mine at her house last night and the smell of whisky, now Tammi doesn't drink alcohol. Her Husband said he could smell whisky. I asked Gary had he visited Tammi last night he answered cheeky yes I did.. Tammi was complaining of a foggy brain and a pulsing third eye which she said she had when she woke up this morning. Then the magic of mediumship started, through the gifts we both have it seems to bring more information from the other side example Gary was there being silly as ever he was in a rather happy naughty mood. He kept making us laugh and singing song Eg the lion sleeps tonight by tightfit. Then a really romantic rock song by mayday parade I couldn't rememb...

   Good evening everyone. I want to say this was the best ever day of surprises and visits from family on both side. It started by myself visiting my friend Tammi in her shop,  She made me a cup of mugwort tea and one for herself, after bringing me a my mugwort tea we sat down and started chatting about what had happened the day before and sending the young man who was scared to go to the light as he was walking around the earth lost because he had been murdered. After a while Tammi heard a woman's voice saying a name which was my nan who had popped in to say hello. Gary turned up at the shop and started singing a song that sounded like I'm a miracle which to be honest wasn't what it was, actually Tammi started singing it herself, I told her what the song was and played it to her. The song was Queen The miracle but Gary was changing the words to I'm a miracle, which made me laugh, I suppose he is a miracle, my miracle and I love him always. Then I heard him say I was a ...

 Can someone explain to me without anyone jumping down my throat about saying they don't exist. I had to block a member of a your group I am in on FB because she was arguing with me saying they don't exist. I'm talking about earthbound souls. This is the fourth medium telling me this. My hubby Gary who was killed 18 years ago on the 12th April hasn't gone to the light he refuses to go. He is earthbound he isn't trapped he wishes to stay when the light comes around which he describes as a lift of light with guards at the side of the light, passes it by and says NO THANKS. He has unfinished business he knows he is not physical anymore but he comes and goes when he pleases. He still has his ego and gets emotional about how I feel and we connect intimately which gives him energy and me energy and love but not unconditional love. He also is waiting for me to exit so we can do it together go to the light. My exit date is coming but I only know the year. Please don't ...

 Oh boy am I happy. I had yesterday a visit from my Gary who we could both see sitting on the couch in Tammi Jephcote-Biddlestons shop. My dad and my step mum came too, there was my nan and in the background was my grandad who calls me sweet pea. Gary is earth bound so he is half here and half other side, But best of all one of my son's pop in the visit his name is Scott. I could hear him saying hello mummy and talking to Tammi which was cool. He was showing her socks which indicated he was complaining of the smell from his dads feet which they do stink of stilton cheese (look it up). It was hilarious because me and Scott said it at the same time AHH POO, even Tammi heard him say it. This is going in my blog. I am considering turning my blog into a book kinda diary for people to read, I will do it until my exit date or before. A new.friend of mine since I joined her group thanks to Bonnie Franklin inviting me. I have chatted with Pam Johnson who messaged me on messenger telling wha...

 Good morning everyone, Bright blessings to you and may the universe grant you your wishes and needs. Has anyone on here ever felt their loved one lay on top of you in bed and touch your face with their fingers and drop tears from their eyes onto your face? Reason for asking it happened to me last night. Gary had come home from visiting a friend of his who had recently crossed over three days earlier. My medium friend who I visit in her shop had Gary speak to her clairaudiently saying 'helping Guy'. Which meant he wasn't visiting and not in the mood to chat. She described Guy as a coloured man and in army uniform as she could see this coloured man called Guy and Gary sing this army song together in uniform. Now this was real validation because I showed my friend his photo on my phone from years ago. Gary confirmed he was visiting Guy and was helping him. Gary is an earth bound soul he can flit from here and the other side freely. Going back to last night (31st march). Mys...

 Good morning from a loved up woman and an energy filled man from the other side. Last.night I felt sad I was crying and I was trying to doy Italian language learning through tear glaring eyes which did not help very much. I felt Gary presence in the lounge and I could hear him speaking to me clairaudiently saying, 'please don't cry'. It is not easy when his death day is coming up in a few days and I just get low. But to do his best he tried to cheer me up with the smell of cheesy feet and trying his best to help me with my language learning using the Duolingo app. Right this is how it went I had a question in English asking for me to write what was shown in Italian. The question was (the ant is an insect.). Now this was funny because I could hear Gary telling me the translation into Italian it went like this. I watched him use my keypad put the first Italian word in which he put (lo) which means yes. He actually typed the rest of the sentence in Italian, remember I'm j...

 Hello Peeps, Well today has been another interesting day. Popped out to visit my dear friend Tammi in her shop have the usual chat as friends do.  It has been cold today and I was freezing cold cold not icy electric cold from a spirit hug. She made me a cup of tea and she started talking about yesterday and Gary with the silly things he was saying and doing especially the television on and off session. Then she told me about when she was at home in the evening, she heard a voice come through saying the name Gladys, at the time she was talking to her mother in law about what had happened that day(yesterday).  I told her that Gladys was the name of my dad's mother my Nana she brought me up until I was 10, Now Tammi didn't know the name of my Nana I never said her name in conversation at all. I showed her verification with my family tree and she was dumbfounded by what was said to her. My nan came yesterday saying why had I stopped the tea leaf readings another validation, ...